16th Report

Today, I am struggled by the same question that i have been asking myself for the last few days. Should I take mandarin for the summer seminster or not. It will be easy credit and i will be able to pass my probation but.... it is truly a struggle. Lately, for some reason, I feel dislike by everyone. I wonder is it because of midterm or if everyone's friendship is separating? Although I will admit I feel a little bit sad and lonely but because of the last few weeks without much conversation with everyone, I started thinking "Is this the friendship that i wanted?" I admit that I had alot of fun in the process however, something just doesn't feel too right. For some reason, no matter who I hang out with, I still can't not find the kind of feeling that i used to felt when I hang out with Jose, Yvonne, Dave, Alan, Joseph and Grace. When we used to hang out together, that feeling is so stress free, so easy, it is like there is only a white area in the circle. We didn't have to waste time and energy to think of anything else. It is like even if 天掉下来也没有事的感觉。今天给自己的分数是。。。。。68%

15th Report

Without my realization, I have not wrote my emotion Report for three days. Perhaps lately I really don't have the mood to write anythign for alot of thing around me seem like it is really boring and stupid lately. what people thinks, what people say, what people do, to me lately, some of their actions seem really stupid and i am so sick of it. Do they really think that I am pathetic just because i don't say anything or perhaps i am getting more self centered, cocky and impatient? I should really watch my temper lately. I know to some people i sound kind of cocky lately so therefore i will change myself for the better good... Today I will give myself 40% becuz of my bad temper

13th and 14th Report

Although ppl say there is a good day after the bad day but i have bad bad day tagging from one to another. Yesterday ( although i really kind of don't remember much) I went to pick up Claudia and she keep on complaining about this and tat. today when i thought i will have a better day, I went to try and fill up the gas, My mastercard was decline ( Freaken hell) and then when i was trying to use my Debit card. I just realize my Debit card was expired ( WHY THE FREAKEN HELL WOULD THEY PUT AN EXPIREY DATE ON A FREAKEN DEBIT CARD) and I had no money with me and then Alan tell me that my car is leaking( could my day get anyworst other than me die or something like that). Soooo Today's score will be 35% (TOO UNLUCKY AND FREAKEN PISS OFF) and yesterday was 45%.

9-12th Report

ok I know I am cheating on this but oh well. I am combining thursday till today's report together. On Thursday, i had a terrible headache and claudia is still liking blabbing at me which made my head hurts even more. On Friday, I went to Hana's dinner, apparently it wasn't really much of a party since it was pretty screw up by her security and they left for dinner without telling me and daniel so we went ot maji to eat and I chat with eddie till 4 in the morning on really stupid stuff. On saturday, me and Achim was chatting about medical stuff which was entirely weird lol and today. well as alway, Claudia keep blabbing beside my ears. Eddy called me in the morning and was in a way i think he is inching at me for forget that i ask him to dinner on friday. =-= man ppl are really giving me a headache lately. If they are so unsatisfied with what I do, why don't they do it themselves? the overall mark I will give myself for the last 4 days is.... 47%

8th Report

Today have been a marvalous day. At noon, i met a new net friend name eddie. He is extremely hilarious, i was laughing my head off lol. when i came back home Claudia told me that we were eatting hot pot! SUPER LUCKY( all the beef, pork, veggie and etc... YUMMY) .Although Johnny, Wenny and Robby came over and eat and I didn't eat that much, but the hot pot was extremely delicious. Afterwards, I was in a way helping and disturbing Eddie from doing his hw (lol sorry eddie). Today I will give myself 80%!!!! I need to eat more next time heeheehee

Seventh Report

Today me and Claudia went to lougheed to eat lunch, then later today, Arthur came to lougheed and i drove him to my house. I was torturing him and man it was fun lol. afterwards Henry and us went to pearl castle. Feel a bit guilty on skipping kendo today.
Today's mark will beeeee 75%

Sixth Report

Today has just been a pretty normal day... well except getting Dustin's msg and got hana's invite to her farewell party. I wonder whether or not i should go that day because i am not sure whether she is really leaving or not. Dustin ask me whether he can stay at dad's place. Hmm, I wonder what's up with him but i don't want to ask somethign he doesn't want. Chat with Veronica for a bit. ALthough she said she have loads to talk to me about however she went to dinner for way too long or just completely forgotten what she want to talk about. The mark I give myself today will beeeeee...... 60%, not a bad day, hoping for a better day tomorrow

Fouth and Fifth Report

I forgot to type out yesterday's mood so i am putting it today as well. yesterday i went to play MJ with Vivian, Edison and Kitty. It was somewhat not a good time ( i don't know whether it was because I lost money or I kind of dislike how they sometimes talk). Today I finish watching Moonlight Resonance ( finally) and play wii fit for a while but for some reason after dinner, after chatting with Warren, My mood has fall so suddenly. I thought I would give myself a really high mark today but then now... sigh, i am keeping on listening to 其實我不快樂 and 愛不疚. The mark i am going to give to myself yesterday i guess will be 50% and the mark that i will give to myself today will be 45%.

Third Report

Today is just a really short day. I woke up i made ham and egg sandwich for both me and claudia and while we were eatting our so call "breakfast", we were watching moonlight as well. Afterwards, i was planning to eat dinner with Arthur and the others but then i forgot i promise claudia that she can have the car today and i was afraid i couldn't make it back on time therefore i stayed home. i cleaned up my room and cook myself dinner and then Alan, Chunny and Rey (I think her name is spell like this) came over and we began our fatal frame night. We played Fatal Frame 4 and it wasn't really scary since we were chatting most of the time. For today, I think I will give myself mmm....
60% since i didn't really do much and oh yeah, i just realize the guy who i saw in henderson on tuesday wasn't Max. Now the question of the month will be... Who is that guy?

Second Report

Today I found my car keys, it was as expect that it was dropped in the car. (lucky) I was planning to go and swim today but apparently it is under constrution therefore i had to go to gym instead. Today is also the first time i ever putted on a hakama by myself. Although it is not as pretty as how alan and the other senpai put it but atleast it is still my first time. Too bad today's kendo and iaido pratice got to be cancelled but me and alan went to pearl castle for dinner and then we went to his house to play Biohazard. Today i feel pretty good therefore today I think i will give myself mmm....
80% a SUPER HIGH MARK!

First Report

Today I watch Moonlight Resonance and in the series, Raymond ask Linda to give him a 心情報告 everyday. It suddenly caught my interest on doing one as well just for myself so starting from today, i think i will do a 心情報告 for myself! Today hasn't been the best day ever, i woke up and had a major headache. I wonder perhaps if it is because i am sleeping too much lately? Later today, Claudia returned home to park the car and i just went to fill up the gas. I went to T&T afterwards to buy tonight's dinner and guess what? my credit card didn't work. I wonder is it because I used it to pay for my tuition fee therefore it went over the exceed limit. Claudia didn't pay too much attention to me and Jay jay is also playing by himself so the mark i am going to give to myself today will be.....
45% just failed! lol